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Name: anna
Country: United States
State: Michigan
Birthday: 9/16/1986
Gender: Female


Interests: I love to sing and ride my bike everywhere. I also enjoy farm work and training my llama, Hunter. I write peotry alot also. I also have two kids that I watch 8-12hrs a day
Expertise: working as a nanny, training llamas, science,
Occupation: Student
Industry: Medical


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MSN: ambanana@msn.com
AIM: WMUNurse09
Yahoo: ambanana@sbcglobal.net


Member Since: 3/29/2005

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Sunday, January 22, 2006

So I was just informed by my older sister that my mom has been reading xanga. This makes me very mad, though most of the time its ok sometimes there are things that well, I just don't want her to read. Though apparently it is my fault for not communicating with her, even though I do. I may be changing my xanga I will let you all know later, but I will not be posting in on here.


Saturday, January 21, 2006

There was no words I could come up with that could discribe how I felt today, these quotes from some of my favorite songs were all that came close.

"She was the wind, carrying in
All the troubles and fears here for years tried to forget
He was the fire, restless and wild
And you were like a moth to that flame
" ~Funeral of Hearts, HIM

"I know it hurts too much
I know that you're scared
I know you're running out of trust
Wishing you were dead
In your misery
You're not alone" ~Death is In Love with Us, HIM

"we all have our fears but yours are
the scariest of them all
lift your head and let us taste
the horror you adore
" The Cage, HIM

"Oh I see your scars I know where they from
Sensually carved and bleed until you're dead and gone
I've seen it all before beauty splendid soul
It's when heaven turns to black and hell to white
Right's to wrong and wrong's to right
" ~Beyond Redemption HIM

"She sits by the window with wandering eyes
She has a song in her heart
And a golden disguise
Her body is torn because age doesn't heal
She's not letting on
About the pain that she feels
My mind's eye remembers the trouble I've seen
All I have been through,
And how I long to be free
But I learn by her patience that I need her resolve" Point of Grace


Friday, January 20, 2006

So I took a sick day yesterday, worst migriane I've had in a looooong time. I fell asleep for what was suppose to be a short nap around 16:30 and didn't wake up till 21:40 and spent the rest of the evening in a very dark and quiet room. It was kinda interesting having a seizure in the dark, harder to tell if the room was tilting. Still feel like shit but oh well its life. I miss my Andrew and can't wait till next Friday when he's going to come up, then I get to go back home and see Terry & Susan and maybe the new baby.


Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Ok so I'm bouncing off the walls, talked to Terry a bit ago and his grandson was born Monday, little Mason (thats his first name). Terry's birthday was Tuesday so it was an early birthday present. Yea since Terry is basically my dad in a way this makes me an aunt. So I'm kinda excited. No pictures yet but as soon as they are developed he's going to send me some.


Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Hmm not much to say, worked sucked as usual. Halfway through my shift a migraine hit and so I had to do half the shift in lots of pain which made things suck even more. But atleast I'm getting a paycheck. Well found out one of my friend's Robert had yet another reoccurance of his cancer and because of the location of his tumor surgery is difficult though the docs are doing the best they can. He'll be going to NY for surgery on Sunday and then starting experimental treatment. Please pray for him. It really sucks having so many friends with cancer but I have learned the hard way not to become too close to any of them so that if they lose their battle it won't be as hard.

I have concluded that everyone is either born in September or January. September is my birthday Andrew's, Susan's, Chelle's & Kims, January Terry's Kittie and Katie all within about a 10 days.



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